我犹豫了几分钟，没有去点开那条短信，不是不敢，只是觉得没有必要在这个时

我犹豫了几分钟，没有去点开那条短信，不是不敢，只是觉得没有必要在这个时候开启什么。我之前的人生里大部分时间都在迫不及待的试探各种可能性，其实，可以让自己先做好准备再迎接命运的。

胖子问我怎么了，我笑笑说雷本昌发了祝福短信过来。胖子嗨了一声，说老家伙也怪可怜的。

我把手机翻过来放在灶台上，继续忙碌起来。

有了小花帮忙，我们摆了满满一桌子菜，热气腾腾，充满了油脂的香味。每个菜我都是思考过的，摆盘之后像一朵向日葵，黄的在中间，绿的绕一圈。虽然都是土特产，味道相似，但舟车劳顿加上爬山路，开饭的时候所有人都饿了，一动筷子就吃了起来。

电视里在播放春节联欢晚会，以前在城市里都是爸妈在客厅里看，我去房间里上网挨过鞭炮。这一次不得不当背景音了。

席间，胖子问小花生意的事情，秀秀伺候长辈聊家常，闷油瓶竟然被春节联欢晚会吸引了注意力，又或许是这一切对于他来说，都太没关系了，只是对着电视发呆。

他以前的年是怎么过的，还是说，在他生命的漫漫长河中，有着比年更巨大的计数单位，我们的生命走出很大一个格，他的秒针刚刚嘀嗒一响。

如此推测，张家人必然是不过年的？因为年是我们生命往前推进的最大一步，失去了那么大一部分，当然要好好品味，留下印象，而对于他们却没有任何意义。

想着很感慨，但我已经学会不去纠结这些不可改变的部分。

我爸妈开始的时候很沉默，都说一些客套话，作为晚辈，我们都给长辈敬酒，我妈酒稍微喝一点就会进入妇女主任状态，以极其慢的语速，先开始总结自己教育我时候犯的错误，然后慢慢把话题转移到我身上。我二叔很识趣找了一个话题打断了我妈的发言，说他做为长辈是不称职的，上一代人留给我的，都是各种各样的问题。但最需要说对不起的，都不在了，他只能替着说了。他喝了一杯酒，看着我：“你这么多朋友在，你也说点什么吧。”

所有人都看着我，一副幸灾乐祸的表情，我看着二叔，心说8岁开始到人前就让我表演个节目，这都快40了还来这一套，我说什么啊我，都熟成这样了，但还是站起来，端起酒，看着房间的横梁说道：“对不起，谢谢。”然后我把酒喝了。

其实我只有这两句想说，也只有这两句，能够代表我所有的想法。小花拍了拍我的腰，表示他明白。

喝完我看着胖子，胖子爬我让他发言，立即站起来抢先道：“今天真是高兴，我给大家唱首歌吧，因为长辈在，我就不唱我的保留曲目了，最近学了首新歌，叫做五环之歌。”

胖子开始唱起来，配着电视机的背景音乐，竟然听着还挺好听。胖子唱完之后，小花起来就开始西皮流水串烧，二叔很快就被圈粉了，秀秀害羞，就是不表演节目，很快，节目轮转就轮转到了闷油瓶这里。

秀秀为了转移注意力，直接指着闷油瓶的位置说：“男生都表演完，才轮到女生。”我转头就发现闷油瓶其实已经不在位置上了，我立即转口看了看门口，发现他果然早去了院子里透气。真是机智的boy。

闹腾到了半夜，村里开始放鞭炮，农村里的鞭炮那叫一个豪，十万响那是入门级别，噼噼叭叭，连绵不绝，中间的二踢脚上天爆炸，胖子在那里耍宝大喊：“前线的枪声已经打响了，兄弟们！把我们的炮仗都拿出来，咱们给隔壁看看什么叫做土制炸弹。把他们家鸡全炸成不孕不育。”

我耳朵已经麻木了，走到院子里，在满天的烟火味中，我点上烟，冰冷的空气伴随着尼古丁抽入肺部。

小花插着口袋站在我的身边，看着路灯下的青石板路。里面打麻将很多人抽烟，他出来松快一下。

“你真的准备一直呆在这里么？”小花忽然问我。

我看着他，不觉得这个是一个问题。用嘴角把烟挂住，我从井里打了一桶水上来，自己洗手。说道：“不知道，我只是现在想呆在这里。”

小花没有追问，搭上我的肩膀，“你只是不想呆在其他地方而已。”

我朝他笑笑，我懂他的意思，但多余讨论，我很知道自己要什么。

我和他往山上走去，小孩子们已经跑出来各地串门，到了一个漆黑一片的地方，那是村子的祠堂外，我们在祠堂门口的台阶上坐下来。

我们没有再对话，没有再讨论复杂的局面，可能的变化，应对的层次，谈了太多这样的东西，都习惯了，如今不用谈了，我们两个都发现不知道应该和对方聊什么。我递了根烟过去，小花第n次拒绝了我。我们就这么不声不吭的呆着刷朋友圈。手机的光照在我们脸上。冷光，却很安宁。

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I hesitated for a few minutes, not to open that message, not afraid, but feel no need at this time to open. My life can't wait to test the possibilities most of the time, in fact, can prepare themselves to meet the fate of.Fat man asked me how I was, I smiled and said Lei Benchang, blessing message. Fat man Hi a cry, saying that the old guys are poor.I turned the phone over to the stove to keep up.Flowers help, we set up a table full of dishes, steaming hot, filled with the fragrance oils. Each dish I was thinking, after a wobble like a sunflower, yellow in the Middle, green around a circle. Although there are native, and taste similar, but commuting and mountain road, mealtime when everyone is hungry, chopsticks to eat up.Played the Spring Festival party on TV, previously in the city are MOM and Dad in the living room, I went to get past our rooms set off firecrackers. This time had to when background noise.During the meeting, fat man asked small business all the time, Xiu Xiu to serve seniors chat, kylin is the Spring Festival Gala attracts attention, or maybe all of this for him, so it doesn't matter, just on the TV in a daze.Years how he ever had, or that, during his long life in the River, with more huge count units, we have a lot of life out of a cell, his second hand ticking sound.So speculate that family is not necessarily new year's? Which is the biggest step forward our lives and lose such a big part, of course, good taste, and impressed, but they did not make any sense.Think of regret, but I've learned not to tangle the immutable portions.At the beginning of my parents was silent, said some of courtesy, as a junior, we all drank a toast to their elders, my mother drink a little drink will enter the women's Director of State, at a very slow speed, first review our education when I make mistakes, and then slowly move the topic to me. Di-tert-butylphenol is well-advised to find a topic I broke my mom's statement, saying he is incompetent for the elders, previous generation left for me, are all kinds of problems. But the need to say sorry, are gone, and he was only on the say. He drank a glass of wine, and look at me: "you have so many friends, you said something. ”All are see with I, a Deputy Schadenfreude of expression, I see with II tert-, heart said 8 age began to people Qian let I performances a program, this are fast 40 has also to this a, I said what Ah I, are cooked into such has, but also is station up, end up wine, see with room of beam said: "sorry, thanks. "And then I drink.In fact, I only want to say, and only these two, on behalf of all my ideas. Flower patted my waist, said he understood.Finished I looked fat, fat person I let him speak, immediately stood up first: "so happy today, I will sing you a song, because the elders, I don't sing my repertoire, recently learned a new song, called song of the five rings. ”Fat man started singing, with a soundtrack of the TV, look quite nice. Fat man after she finished singing, flowers started cipri water Medley, di-tert-soon to be powdered, Xiu Xiu are shy, just don't show, and soon, programs Rotary Rotary to kylin here.Show show in order to divert directly refer to kylin's position said: "boys are finished performing, only to girls. "I find that kylin has not turned up, I immediately re-looked at the door, and found he was out of the air in the yard. Witty boy.Noisy at midnight, the village started setting off firecrackers, rural setting off firecrackers that call a HO, 100,000 guns that are entry level, beep beep beep beep, endless, double explosion firecracker in the middle of heaven exploded, fat in there messing around shouting: "front-line gun has been fired, brothers! Firecracker out of us, we next have a look what is called improvised explosive devices. Whole chicken into their infertility. ”My ears are numb, walked out into the yard, Fireworks in the sky, I light a smoke, cold air with nicotine into the lungs.Small flower Pocket stand beside me, watching the street of stone. Play mahjong a lot of people smoking inside, he relaxed."You really going to stay in there? "Little flower suddenly asked me.I looked at him, don't think of this as a problem. Mouth smoke hung over, I made up a bucket of water from the well, their hand-washing. Said: "I don't know, I just want to stay here. ”Flowers did not ask, for my shoulder, "you just don't want to stay anywhere else. ”I smiled at him, and I know what he meant, but unnecessary discussion, I know what I want.He and I went up the mountain, children ran around the door, go to a dark place, it is the ancestral hall of the village, we sat down on the steps in front of the temple.We have no dialogue, no further discussion on complex situations may change, levels, talking about such a thing as too much, and are used to it, no need to talk about, we both found that don't know what to talk with each other. Pass me a cigarette in the past, floret n turned me down. We don't stay silent brush circle of friends. Phone light in our faces. Cold, but peaceful.

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I hesitated for a few minutes, there is no point to open the piece of text messages, not afraid, but feel no need to open anything at this time. My previous life in most of the time can not wait to test the various possibilities, in fact, can allow himself to be ready to meet another fate. Fat man asked me how, I smiled and said Ray Chang made ​​this blessing SMS over. Hey fat cry, say blame the poor old guy. I put the phone upside down on a stove, continue busy. With flowers help, we put a table full of food, steaming hot, filled with the smell of oil. Each dish I always thought about, after Wobble like a sunflower, yellow in the middle, green perimeter. Although there are souvenirs, taste similar, but tiring plus hiking path, dinner when everyone is hungry, eat a Dongkuaizi up. TV playing the Spring Festival, had previously been in the city to see my parents in the living room, I went to the room Internet access survive firecrackers. This time had to when the background sound. During the meeting, asked the flower business fat things, Xiu Xiu serve elders talk, nausea oil bottles are actually attracted the attention of the Spring Festival, or perhaps all this for him, it does not matter too, just in front of the TV in a daze . His previous years is how over, or that, in the long river of his life, has a much greater annualized counts, our life out of a large grid, just his second hand ticking sounds. Speculated, however, it must be the Zhang family years? Because of our lives it is the biggest step forward propulsion and lost so much a part, of course, good taste, impressed, but did not make any sense for them. Think is a pity, but I've learned not to tangle these immutable part. I started when my parents very silent, say a number of courtesy, as the younger generation, we gave toast elders, my mother a little drink a little wine director of the women will enter the state, in a very slow rate of speech, I first began to sum ​​up their own education when mistakes, and then slowly the conversation shifted to me. My uncle very good grace to find a topic to speak my mother interrupted, as the elders say that he is incompetent, a generation left me, all sorts of problems. But most need to say sorry, not in, he could only say for the. He drank a glass of wine, look at me: "You are so many friends, you say something." Everyone looked at me, gloating expression, I looked at the uncle, said the 8-year-old heart began to before people let me give a performance, which is also the old trick almost 40, and I said what I ah, all cooked in such a way, but still stand up, reach for the wine, watching the room beamed and said: "I'm sorry, thank you . "then I took a drink. In fact, I have only this to say a few words, and only these two, to represent all my thoughts. Flowers patted my waist, said he understood. I looked at the finished fat, fat climb I let him speak, the first to stand up immediately and said: "It's happy today, I sing a song for everyone, because the elders, I do not sing my repertoire, and recently learned new song called song of the rings. " fat man began to sing, with a television background music, even listening to quite nicely. After the fat over and over, it began to flower water Sipi skewers, di-soon to be a pink circle, Xiu Xiu shy, just do not performances, and soon, the program will rotate to rotate the stuffy oil bottles here. Xiu Xiu to divert directly pointing the location of stuffy oil bottles, said: "boys are finished performing, come the girls." I turned around and found stuffy oil bottles in fact no longer a position, I immediately looked at the re-export door and found him really early to go to the yard breathable. Really witty boy. Naughty middle of the night, the village began to firecrackers, firecrackers countryside called a ho, one hundred thousand ring that is the entry level, Slap Slap Baba, endless, middle Erti Jiao explosion heaven, where the funny fat man shouted: "frontline gunfire has started, brothers! our fireworks are out, let's take a look next door to what is called the homemade bombs. they put the whole fried chicken infertility." my ears numb, went to the yard, in the sky fireworks taste, I smoke point, the cold air is drawn into the lungs associated with nicotine. Flowers stuck in pockets standing by my side, looking under the lights quartzite Road. Inside a lot of people playing mahjong smoke him out Songkuai it. "Are you really ready to stay here, right?" Suddenly asked me flowers. I looked at him, I do not think this is a problem. Caught with a cigarette mouth, I hit a bucket of water from a well, and his own hand-washing. He said: "I do not know, I just want to be here now." Flowers did not ask, I catch my shoulder, "you just do not want it to stay elsewhere." I smiled at him, and I know what he meant, but unnecessary discussion, I know what they want. He and I walked up the hill, the children have been run out over the sect, to a dark place, that is the ancestral village, we sat on the steps in front of the shrine. We have no further dialogue, no longer discuss the complex situation may change, the level of response, too many things to talk about, are accustomed to, now do not talk, we both find each other and do not know what to talk. I handed a cigarette in the past, the n-th flowers rejected me. We do not sound so do not say anything to stay in the brush circle of friends. Phone light in our faces. Cold, very peaceful.

ผลลัพธ์ (อังกฤษ) 3:

I hesitated for a few minutes, did not go to the point to open the message, not afraid, just feel that there is no need to open at this time. Most of my life before I can not wait to test the possibility of a variety of possibilities, in fact, you can make yourself ready to meet the fate of the.The fat man asked me how, I smiled and said that Lei Benchang sent a message to the blessing over. Hi fat 1, said the old man of the poor.My mobile phone turned on the stove, continue to busy.A small help, we put a full table of food, full of fragrance oil reeky. Every dish I have thought about, after the dish like a sunflower, yellow in the middle, green around a circle. Although there are native and taste similar to, but tiring to climb up the mountain road, dinner time, all people are hungry, move chopsticks eat up.TV in the Spring Festival evening, before the city where the parents are in the living room, I went to the room on the Internet have been firecrackers. This time it had to be a background sound.During the dinner, the fatty asks floret business thing, Xiu Xiu serve their elders chat, stuffy oil bottle should be the Spring Festival Gala has attracted the attention of, or is it all to him, so it doesn't matter, just staring at the TV.His previous years is how, or in the long river of his life, has a much bigger than counting unit, our life out of a large lattice, just his second tick rang.Presumably, Zhang man is not necessarily the new year? Because the year is the biggest step forward in our life, lost so much, of course, a good taste, leave the impression, but for them there is no sense.Thinking is very feeling, but I have learned not to tangle these can not change the part.Silence is my parents began when, say some polite words, as a junior, we give a toast elder, my mother wine a little drink will enter the state of director of the women's, with extremely slow speed, first began to sum up their education when I make mistakes, then slowly moves the conversation to me. My two uncles are well advised to found a topic to interrupt my mother's speech, said he is incompetent for the elders, a generation of people left to me, is a variety of problems. But most of all I need to say I'm sorry, not in, he can only say for the. He drank a glass of wine and looked at me. "You have so many friends, and you say something, too."."All people are looking at me, a gloating expression, I looked at the uncle, the heart says 8-year-old began to let me show a program, the faster 40 to this set of, what I say ah I, aged so, but still standing. End up wine, the room and looked at the beam said: "I'm sorry, thank you." Then I drank wine.In fact, I only want to say this, but only these two, to represent all of my thoughts. The little flower patted my waist, said he understood.Finished I looked fat, fatty to climb I let him speak, immediately stood up to pre empt the way: "today is a really happy, I give everybody to sing a song, because the elders in. I can't sing my repertoire the recently learned a new song called song of the rings."Fat began to sing, with the background of the TV music, even listening to the sound is very good. Fat after singing, floret up began xipi water Yakitori, uncle soon was ring powder, Xiu Xiu shy, that is, do not show, soon, program of rotary wheel transferred to the stuffy oil bottle here.Xiu Xiu in order to divert attention, directly pointing to the stuffy lecythus position said: "the boys are finished, turn the girls." I turned around and found the stuffy oil bottle actually has not in position, I immediately re looked at the door and found that he really early and went to the yard breathable. Really witty boy.Naughty in the middle of the night, the village began to set off firecrackers. Firecrackers in the rural areas that call a Howe, hundreds of thousands of sound that is entry level, beep beep Baba, endless, intermediate erti Jiao God explosion, fat where showy shouted: "front of gunfire has started, brothers! Our firecrackers are out, let's see what is next door to the ied. Put them all into fried chicken infertility."My ears have been numb, go to the yard, in the sky of the smoke, I smoke, cold air with nicotine into the lungs.Small flower in the pocket stand in my side, looking at the street light under the road. A lot of people smoking there playing mahjong, he relaxed."Are you really going to stay here?" Suddenly asked me.I looked at him, I don't think this is a problem. With a mouth to smoke hanging from the well, I had a bucket of water, wash yourself. Said: "I don't know, I just want to stay here."The little flower did not ask, put on my shoulder, "you just don't want to stay in other places."I laughed at him. I knew what he meant, but I knew I had to know what I was going to do.He and I to the mountain to go, the children had run out around stopping, to a dark place, it is the ancestral hall of the village, we on the steps at the entrance of the gate of the temple to sit down.We have no dialogue, no longer discuss the complicated situation, possible changes to cope with the level about too many things, are accustomed to, now do not have to talk about, we two are found not knowing whether you should chat with each other what. I passed a cigarette in the past, floret n times refused me. We are